(orig. posted. dec. 12 2006)
Current mood: drunk
Category: Life
Hello, my dear friends, no, I do not think the world revolves around me. But I wanted to share this with you, because it might give you a little bit of insight into my screwy brain, which is something I feel I need right now, to have my friends have some insight.
I never thought I'd stop being a Jehovah's Witness. I believed it was The Truth. I believed it was the only way of life. I believed it was the best way of life.
Here are some song lyrics that resonate with me, inspire me, and remind me when I'm feeling low, that it was much much worse when I was a Witness:
Tracy Chapman Change Lyrics
If you knew that you would die today
If you saw the face of God and love
Would you change?
Would you change?
If you knew that love can't break your heart
When you're down so low you cannot fall
Would you change would you change?
How bad how good does it need to get?
How many losses how much regret?
What chain reaction What cause and effect
Makes you turn around Makes you try to explain
Makes you forgive and forget
Makes you change Makes you change
If you knew that you couldn't be alone
Knowing right being wrong
Would you change? Would you change?
If you knew that you would find a truth
That brings a pain that can't be soothed
Would you change would you change?
How bad how good does it need to get?
How many losses how much regret?
What chain reaction What cause and effect
Makes you turn around Makes you try to explain
Makes you forgive and forget
Makes you change Makes you change
Are you so upright you can't be bent if it comes to blows
Are you so sure you won't be crawling
If not for the good why risk falling
Why risk falling
If everything you think you know
Makes your life unbearable
Would you change? Would you change?
If you'd broken every rule and vow
And hard times come to bring you down
Would you change? Would you change?
If you knew that you would die today
If you saw the face of God and love
Would you change? Would you change?
It hasn't been the easiest decision to walk away from my entire way of life, but it's been the best choice, the choice that has saved my life. I only wish my family would/could recognize this.
Currently listening : The Greatest Hits: Why Try Harder By Fatboy Slim Release date: By 20 June, 2006
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