A Cult Stole My Mom from Me

I Miss My Mom
Current mood: tired
Category: Life

I don't know what else to say without being too ... something .... about it (too dramatic, too much information, too childish, I dunno).
I miss my mom.
Every girl deserves a mom.
A cult stole my mom from me.
I thought she loved me no matter what.
But because I don't believe in her cult, I can't be in her life.
The illusion of a happy relationship is what I have known my whole life.
I just didn't know it was an illusion until I went my own way.
I can't live a lie just to be with my mom.
I just miss my mom.
i hope she will change her mind someday. (oh wait, that is independent thinking, something she refuses to engage in, so she cannot, will not, change her mind)
The Irony? is that she would tell you I abandoned her. And I would tell you she abandoned me. Which is it, anyway?
Does it really matter?

Currently listening : Ruby Blue By Roisin Murphy Release date: By 25 April, 2006

Originally posted November 21 2006